Tuesday, October 11, 2011
MOVED TO WORDPRESS
C-O-O-L and that the word for me.:).cooL.
Moved SOME to tumble. But ill keep blogger going :D:D
Labels: Moved
C-O-O-L and that the word for me.:).cooL.
So much empty conversations.
Everything leads to something smaller
So much hidden,
So afraid things may turn out the wrong way.
Too many obligations
Whats does being true means ?
So here's to everything, coming down to nothing
Here's to silence that cuts me to the core
Where is this going? Thought I knew for a minute
But I don't anymore
Labels: History repeats itself
C-O-O-L and that the word for me.:).cooL.
Studying .. Studying and more studyingg. Im so tiredd. Would someone take me by the hand and say '' hey ! set aside those books , let your hair down , and ill take you somewhere to have funn ". Only if this ever come by. Time seem to be running fast. And im still dragging my feet to catch up with it. Grr. I just want to step out of this world where everything seem to be trying to keep up with time. Just going to somewhere that i can take my hat off and swim into a sea of enjoyment. I cant wait to grow up . In fact, I want to grow up but i dont want to be grown uppp.
Everybody is buzzing about.. what kind of marriage they want. What would it be like after they have married. And as usual I gave it a thought too. Hmm. Honestly, im pretty scared of marriage.I dont like to be burden . I want to have kids , maybe a football team. But i dont want to bear them. But the greater pain it is, the more you love them right ? haha. I dont want to see occasional events sink to the bottom of the sea. Just looking at married couples forgetting special days makes me give marriage a second thought. I want to lead a life where there are many joyous events. Enjoying company and just so contented with life. haha. Taken this thought against my dream of being a kampong girl , a kampong wife perhaps. With a simple life and letting everyone know true happiness is gain when the heart is contented. :D Superficial gains are going to last for awhile in this world where greed and lust seems to please the heart. But will we ever find true happiness with this desire ? kekeke.
I got to confess that i am pretty shallow with the guy i want to be with. For example, I am particular about height, age..etc. The amplitude , attitude , and the way he shows his gratitude. His view on occasional events, is it ever important to him ? Will anything lose his heart on such ? Will he always bring out the joy in me under any circumstances ? Ever most important , is he a christian ? Will he always and always be a gentleman ? I am just so particular about every aspect. However much, the heart still means the most to me. But once again, what if i had made a wrong choice.? If none ever matches this content , maybe ill consider living single for life. :D. wakaka
YaY ! im so psyched for tomorrow's net outreach. A combination of net. Back to square one. :D:D/ hahaha. I cant wait to see how is it going to be like. kekeke. Non-youth campers Unite ! . wakaka. And the following day with my YTSA graduation dayy. Mann i just feel old graduating from every other thing this year. Im on my last lap RUNNNN RUNNN RUNNN. ;D:D
Labels: Just a dayyy
C-O-O-L and that the word for me.:).cooL.
Sometimes being predictable is one thing. But you sure got to know the person well before doing so. And when you dont , refrain from putting on false claim. Cause you'll just seem as though you have not been very much a good friend to know the other well.
No doubt my sweethearts knows me besttt. :D:D
Just appreciating them time and again.
Joycelyn, JC , Best-guy-friend, marcia, buddeh, theodora. :D:D
Annoyedddddd note.- Dont judge for you dont me just yet. Dont comment when you have nothing better to comment. Stay out of it.
Labels: You know me best.
C-O-O-L and that the word for me.:).cooL.
A quick update on my weeeeekk :D:D
Saturday was awesomeee. With the best class aroundddd. So much for ranting about my class being segregated but this class party was awesome. Sure has brought many distance to a narrower gap. :D:D. Although there werent a bbq pit. But all of us had fun just being in a Water war. Love itttt. Looking forward to an awesome time with my class sooonn. Thing are starting to kick in. :D:D
It was a funfilled week with poa lessons. And a good time studying with theodora at little ice cream kafe and paya lebar on every other day. Mannxzxz , after all the ice creams i have consumed , i am sure to pull gravity to a new level. wakaka. Failed netball gatherings. Today, a good day of poa tuition. Yurpp . Studying and more studying. hahaha. Shagggggg.Yay to JC return. And Yay to looking forward to joycelyn and qianhui dayyy. :D:D
I said that ill never let you know. and .You'll never know.cause. you never asked. because. you never felt it. you dont understand me like you use to. and. you stop prompting after the first trial - Things have change. Time have tell us something here. And perhaps i have lost the priority in you. The reason why everything is so different. I dont want to tear at the thought of it anymore. A good smile to bed would be what i long for.
Happy birthday in advance Feng yuan.
Thank you for all you have been all these year. Appreciate you loadssss. And i cant wait for whats install for us. An awesome looonngg friendship over the years. That ill always keep in heart. <3. Happy sweet sixteen :D:D
Labels: What a week
C-O-O-L and that the word for me.:).cooL.
Dont you feel like sometimes without some 'ones' in your life, your path still goes on ? But when you are on the brink of giving up on them , just forgetting all the memories. You give a second thought for after all they were once your really good friend and losing them seems __. i dont know. Or rather, sometimes not having to speak for period of time shows that you dont really need them and can always dimiss that friendship you had , despite them being special and other plus points. However , at the same time you dont want to lose them after all that you have been through together. Despite the long silence, there wasnt initiation. Wouldnt you doubt the effort ? But when everything starts to distant and just defer from the way it was before. They dont understand your feelings anymore. Ignorance seem to be raging. The unkown of such, they too makes you feel neglected upon new company.Without the knowledge of some other, just literally tearing silently to bed at the thought of it. How many times do i need to try ? Even speaking just brings you to lose ends. history repeats itself. Wouldnt you be left in a dilemma ?
Labels: If only you knew.
C-O-O-L and that the word for me.:).cooL.
LAOS..!-25th SEA GAMES! been there seen it:D.
